Lowtime

Did you ever feel you've hit rock bottom? that whatever you do doesn't feels right? that no matter how hard you tried you always end up being reprimanded???? that's what i'm feeling now. Even if i try so hard to act normal, parang wala na akong kagana gana!!!! all i want to do is go home & sleep. all i'm wishing is to win jackpot in lotto so i can start all over again...away from all these people...to start anew. How do i get out of this mess???

But i believe God allowed me to come into this situation to make me realize that work is just 20% of my life. That my focus should not be just with work, that i should also take a look at my relationship, with my family, with my friends...why are you so downcast oh my soul? now is the best time to pray & so i say....

Lord, i lay my worries before you & ask for your mighty intervention. Show me please what's right when i can only see what's wrong. I am determined to see the good & so help me not be blinded by my doubts, fears, wants & pre-conceived ideas. I ask you to reveal to me your truth in every situation. Give me your perspective & bless me with the ability to understand the bigger picture & to distinguish the valuable from the unimportant. When something seems to go wrong, help me not to jump into negative conclusions. Enable me to recognize the answers to my own prayers. I trust you to help me see light in every situation.