Worry wart

"Joy unspeakable that won't go away
Just enough strength to live for a day
So ill never have to worry what tomorrow will bring
because my faith is on solid rock im counting on God"

Heard this song at The Feast, a gathering of Catholic Light of Jesus Community every Sunday at the PICC. They call it LSS (Last Song Syndrome) coz i kept on singing it...Wish i could sing it from the heart, as i really need joy at this point in my life...yap unspeakable joy!

Can't seem to find " joy" when im troubled like today. My faith - supposed to be on solid rock - is wavering. It's hard to look beyond when what you have right now is unending misery. Or am i just a wory wart? I worry too much....but why not? when i can't keep up with the bills. When income isn't enough for the expenses...that's why i worry about what tomorrow will bring....Still, i should, i must, count on GOD...always, always, always. He is my rock. And he is my unspeakable joy.